explanation

i haven't been following my usual format today, since it's been so long. i'm going through too much emotion right now to write clearly. once you make a habit of it, it's easy to peel off the feelings and stick them on paper. right now, it's not a habit. i'm done venting for today, by the way.

p.s. if you haven't noticed, everything uploads backwards. because i posted four times today, my first post of today is at the bottom. that may make a difference.